random thought #1

1.

You ever feel, like, at the end we are nothing for them.

I realize that I am not a good friend, I much not care of them. 

I realize how toxic I am for them.

2.

Now I accepted the fact that my face are just not that beautiful. My face didn't need attention, it need affection. I felt grateful for people compliment me, yaa thanks. Whatsoever, I just done for being insecure, so I accepted the truth. I am not into beautiful standard. I am just me. An ugly person. I know im pretty, I know. But I just can't deny the truth.

With being ugly, I know whose feel embarrassed, or sincere for be my friend.

3

Long ago, I was a good adviser, a good listener. I felt like people are just think that I am a judge-mental person. No one ever confess or pour their heart out to tell me the problems they battled for. I nodded if I was that worst for being a judge-mental, misunderstanding. Im really sorry if I was that worst.


okay that's all.

  


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