Ooh to have a dream...

I always wonder, why I study? Why I shall get that grade? Why I do homework? Why I have to read the whole page of textbooks? Just... Why?

Okay now, think.

I have desire to be a psychologist. I wanna have a master, have a degree, have a 4.00 GPA, continue Asasi.

Now I am seventeen years old. I have to make a plan to achieve my dream. I must get 5A and above in SPM result, which is at least, get C+ in Additional mathematic, Chemistry, Physics, Biology, Mathematics. Why I have to? I want to continue study in Matrikulasi Labuan, or Asasi Sains in UMS/Uitm/UIA. Yes, I really want that so I need to work for it. 

After that, I plan to have my degree in Industry Psychology or Education Psychology. Oh my goodness, I really interested of those things. Well, it is just a plan by the way. Things will change. For now, I have to dream this!

Sounds amazing for me. To have a job that I love. To earn money. To give money to my parent. To help society be better. To have expensive things. 

I actually hate science, but seems like I should accept and love it in the bottom of my heart.