Liaison Officer as a growing child

 I observed, learnt, experience, many things. 

1. As an extraverted introvert

     KILO

   So during KILO, I dont put much energy because i wasnt that healthy. Too bad I dont enjoy that much because coughing non stop. It is burdening me to even speak to my groupmates. Not gonna lie, KILO's experience is great. I have some new friends and so on. okay one thing about this is, I am so used to have less friends. What I mean is, I dont allow people so much to even have access to my instagram account cus I feel like it is one of my highest privacy. Should I make one public instagram account? Idk.

What to improve: Jaga kesihatan, not a big deal to make solution

   Second thing about KILO, I found myself that I am not extra enough to have fun... Idk man. I am a boring person as a stranger. It is not my intention to put all intention on me, but yea. I was a boring person during KILO. 

What to improve: Just use niche conversation, just talk out your jokes even x kena sambut. Just be yourself idk.

     MAP

   I have any things to talk about MAP.

1. Leadership -> You know what? I dont and I cant bother to tell those 100+ people to do this or that. I was so chill and just let them be them. 

2. Group unit Medsi -> Okay to tell you, I was getting quiet as I have much time with them. I dont know they were doing things like dah kenal lama which is I am so new and I am not comfortable yet to show my best personality. So I was just being quiet. 

I am confused for who I am to be honest. Am I just being like this or should I do this or that to make/do greater stuffs. 

I am an awkward. I cant talk to people easily. I am so boring. I take a long time to get comfortable to people. I dont know. I dont talk shit. WHY I AM SO OVERTHINKING. But yea, this is what has been in my mind sepanjang MAP. 

Ngantukk.. later i will continue;O