26 Dec 2023
I want to tell about Azr. I met him maasa confest, satu team dengan 1 minute program. I had a crush with him for 50 days i guess. i mean i calculated it since the day I feel like liking him.nand we do streak for two weeks. And during two weeks streak i see no progress plus i feel like being a creep to him. now i give up la. dah dia tak suka aku, aku ja tepuk sebelah tangan. aku penat ba mo bercrush last2 ak sorang ja tepuk sebelah tangan. and sheyt i dont know how to love, romantically. maybe im not built for love. im accepting that im not a lover. im accepting that i cant be loved. im accepting that no guy would actually sees me deeply. moga azr jumpa perempuan yang elok2, the one that will accept the way he is. maybe i was just boring and liking the idea of having crush on him. I always excited for anything between us but now it's just fading and i feel like a dumb person. And i hell dont know what to do with me liking him from afar. yeh for sure, thanks for ur existence azr.
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