"Tinkerbell has always been there for Peter. And Peter? He chose Wendy."
I hate to feel loved yet hurting someone. I do not want engage a girl that loves his guy best friend. I am stepping back. A BIGGEST STEP BACK.
Thinkerbell deserves love. Wendy deserves love too. I wish Wendy being loved in the way no girl has grudge on due to platonic relationship between a male and a female.
To S: I am not going to interrupt your romantic feelings toward him. You can have him, I can find other men. I mean, it is difficult for me, I can bare with the pain of finding a true man rather than being a heather. I know my place, I am not even his first priority. Even he likes me, that would be huge for you to swallow the truths. However, just so you know, I am stepping back. I am indeed stepping back.
To A: We do like to be each other's side. I like being around you, I am not sure if you like being around me or not. Thanks a lot for your treatment. Thanks a lot for your kindness. Thank you so much. I indeed owe you. I am not keeping these feelings. I know my place. Shu always there for you. Shes first before me. Don't you dare to take risk to get to know me. I am so hard to get comfortable with. I am so hard to love. I am so hard to connect. Be with her, she is gonna be easier for you to depend, to give, to receive, and every efforts are worth. I am so sorry for ruining your expectation. I am so sorry for not reciprocating. I am truly sorry for being hard to get comfortable with.
Genuinely, Hafizah
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