Adulting Beginner(?)

 24 April 2026, Friday. Half of my Internship.

What was I dreamed about during this age? I seemed lost.

Why was I never prepared on how to get job as psychologist in Sabah?

Why was I greedy to be rich?

Why was I trynna look all things gonna put together in 23?

I am losing hope to find career in Sabah.


Kerja kerajaan? Tiada cable mau kemana?

Kerja jauh? No parental blessings.

Kerja part-time? Parentel second embarassment.

Somehow I feel like I have to guard down to live a life in Sabah. Please show me the way.

I believe I have potential, but I feel hopeless. My dream, my passion, somehow is not alligned with what I am doing now. I feel lowkey lost. How to do what I really want to do?

Sabah, I really want to love you but please show me that I can live honestly with you.

Honest: financially stable, job that I like, parental blessings, good partner. 

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